It turns out that she has all the happiness that an ordinary woman should have. But while her husband was studying abroad, she couldn't resist the "encouragement" of her friends and got involved in the field of finding a lover, entering a man's world. Her husband eventually divorced her, and she was just one of his several lovers...

Interviewee: Zhang Ling, 34 years old, financial manager of a large communications company in Shenzhen

On an unusually cold spring night, Zhang Ling and I met at the Laoshu Cafe in the Science and Technology Park.

She is delicate and tall, with a unique feminine look. Zhang Ling recounted her dark emotional experience with tears in her eyes. She laughed at herself and said: "Others say I have a high IQ but a low EQ."

After graduating from university, I was assigned to a research institute in Xi'an. , my husband, who was two years senior to me in the same workplace, became my first love. From the time we fell in love and got married to July last year, for nine years, my husband cared for me so much, and I will never forget his meticulous love.

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In March last year, my husband was sent abroad to study for a year. The night before I left, my husband and I high-fived each other and said: We must be loyal to each other. If one party violates it, he must not...

In order to relieve the loneliness in my heart, I called my sister-in-law from my hometown over. , helping me take care of my 6-year-old daughter, who is studying in a boarding school. I originally thought that my daughter and sister-in-law would not be lonely by my side, but now it seems that they are two different concepts. Although I talk to my husband on the phone once a week, physical hunger and thirst sneak up on me from time to time.

I have two best friend girlfriends who have been dating for 7 years. When I told them about this situation, they laughed at me. They told me that they each had a good lover, and if I wanted, they would introduce me to one. I quickly said, "No, no, no." "You're still so old-fashioned!" Missing my husband made us warn ourselves again that we must stand firm and be worthy of my husband's deep love for me.

In order not to be tempted by my best friends, I deliberately stayed away from them.

A chance encounter

When talking about the story with Fang Gang, Zhang Ling felt like he was dreaming. This man's wildness and excellence attracted her deeply, and at the same time, her guilt about her husband tormented her from time to time. She said: "From the bottom of my heart, I don't want to stay with Fang Gang for the rest of my life, because after all, I still love my husband and children, and I haven't been carried away by love to that point."

But Just last August, I took my child to climb Wutong Mountain. Halfway through, my daughter stopped climbing and said nothing. At this time, a nearly 40-year-old man stood in front of us. He extended his hand generously and introduced himself. His name was Fang Gang. If you don't mind, he could carry the child up to the top of the mountain. My daughter was dancing for joy, and I looked at him with doubtful eyes. He said again, it doesn't matter. Looking at his sincere eyes, I nodded silently. My daughter and I were very happy that time while climbing the mountain. Later, we had a meal with Fang Gang and he behaved normally. This time he didn't leave much of an impression on me.

Let it pass this time, but there are some things that make you unpredictable.

One day two weeks later, I took my children to play in the Panax Flower Garden. I was about 1 mile away from the Sunflower Garden. My car broke down and I stamped my feet anxiously. At this moment , Fang Gang appeared in front of me again in an incredible way. Without saying a word, he started working as a repairman for me. I asked him later and he said he didn't know I was also in Sunflower Garden.

That night, when we did not go back to Shenzhen, he told me about his unhappy marriage. He divorced a year ago because his wife was too violent. That night, we understood each other's needs from each other's tone and eyes. I comforted myself that the relationship between men and women may not necessarily reach that point. However, the development of things was just like the old story that was played out badly. I failed to maintain my loyalty to my husband...

I I have deeply blamed and regretted myself. How many times, in the deep nights, I have confessed to my husband facing the distant west. Fang just called me, and I tried not to answer it, but within a week, I couldn't help but call him again. I know that there is a place for Fang Gang in a corner of my heart. He is a very good man. There is a gap between my husband and him in terms of career, appearance, and especially sex life. Apart from my husband, I had never had any heterosexual caress, and I gradually came to regard Fang Gang as the other half of my life.

Divorce

Fang Gang's promise gave her reassurance, and her husband's slap made her relieved. Speaking of the day of signing, Zhang Ling was in a daze, her eyes blank.

At this moment, the husband suddenly returned.

It turns out that my sister-in-law discovered what happened between me and Fang Gang, and she secretly told her brother. My husband knew about my infidelity and traveled thousands of miles back to Shenzhen. Before I had time to explain, the first thing he said was: "You thief who stole people! You will not die a good death." When he said these words, he gritted his teeth. I know I have hurt my husband deeply. Although my husband never raised a fist on me from beginning to end, I knew in my heart that this calmness could only prove that my marriage with him had come to an end. Even if my husband and I managed to survive, the result would be that I would spend the rest of my life in endless regret. Fang Gang, on the other hand, kept comforting me and asking me to divorce and marry him.

After I couldn't make up my mind several times, he said angrily: "If you really want to be with me, why can't you let go of your home and the man who makes you so sad! My child! , I’ll help you raise it!” His words reassured me. I said, if I get divorced, can you really marry me right away? Fang Gang slapped his chest and swore a poisonous oath to me. If he couldn't fulfill his promise, he would die a good death.

I didn’t sleep a wink that night, and before dawn the next day, I pushed my husband awake. I cried and told him, I'm sorry for you, let's get divorced, I don't want anything, I just want my children. My husband gave me a backhand slap that made stars pop out of my eyes. "The child cannot be with you! You are an irresponsible woman." His slap made me relieved, and I placed the written divorce agreement in front of my husband. He signed without even looking at it. I went to the next room and kissed my daughter over and over again. After that, I left the home where I had lived with my husband and daughter for 6 years with tears in my eyes.

The truth

During the nearly three hours of narration, Zhang Ling almost always had tears in her eyes and choked up many times. Her lover's infidelity broke her heart, and her only daughter was taken to the UK by her ex-husband. She said to me almost desperately: "I regret it, but what's the use now!" I was speechless.

After leaving home, I came to the villa area where Fang Gang lived. As soon as I walked to the door of his house, the door opened and an elegantly dressed woman came out of his house calmly. I entered the house and saw Fang Gang was still lying on the bed. When he saw me, he quickly jumped up from the bed. I didn't say anything, I leaned against the wall weakly, tears falling down. After a while, he hugged me tightly and expressed his extreme apology to me while choking with sobs. He said that the woman was just a fellow countryman of his, and she was the one who pestered him. In this way, with Fang Gang's confession and assurance, I forgave him. Think about it, if I don’t forgive him, what can I do to him? What I hold in my hand is a divorce agreement signed by my husband. I asked him to give me the keys to his room and he immediately gave me a set. But from that time on, I became impatient and anxious. I started to watch the other party closely. I want to wait until Fang Gang takes the initiative to tell me about getting married.