Standing at the door of a single woman’s bedroom, a man or a woman always has an ambiguous expression.

If you have clear Qi and blood and a rosy complexion, they will say that you are dishonest and have been nourished by many men.

If you happen to be yellow, thin and depressed, they will think you are pitiful and why no man wants you.

After I moved into my new house, I invited a mentor who I have always liked and respected to be my guest. Both host and guest are happy.

She was leaving, so I took her to the station. But, in the end, she said, you'd better find someone to be your husband, even a not-so-excellent person. It's better than an outstanding lover to get up and leave you in the middle of the night and go back to his wife.

Oh my god, I'm bored. The originally happy mood fell into the ice cellar. She takes it for granted, since when did I have a lover who wakes up in the middle of the night?

At a loss

You are often asked in person, you must have had more than one lover. The people who asked questions were both men and women.

I am usually overwhelmed. If I deny it, it's like I'm admitting that I'm sick and sexually unattractive. If I admit it, it seems that I am very immature and keep changing lovers. I had to answer honestly, yes, but not many.

Burning Fire

A girlfriend came to see me. She took the bus three times and walked for a whole afternoon to get there, in order to save on taxi fares. After looking at my beautiful house and beautiful car, even my double bed looks prettier than hers. Her heart began to feel unbalanced. She said, well, marrying a poor husband with no abilities is better than finding a rich man with a well-developed career as your lover. You see, you have everything, but I still have to weigh and weigh when buying a skirt.

I tried my best to guard my Dantian and prevent it from burning out. I said, whenever you have such a talent on hand, you must introduce it to me as soon as possible. I have a house and a car, but I still lack a yacht. I also want to travel around the world next year.

Afraid that I might steal her husband

I have a very good girlfriend. During the holidays, she and I gathered in a coffee shop to drink tea. After chatting for a long time, she suddenly felt very emotional. You see, if you stay alone in an empty room every night, in the final analysis, it’s your own fault for not having enough energy. Otherwise, you have to win over someone else's man to become your husband.

I thought about it for a long time, and finally had to do self-examination. Yes, my energy is limited, and I can't pry a man off. Moreover, I suddenly understood that I had known her for many years, but she never gave me her home phone number. It turned out that she was afraid that I would pry off her husband. From now on, I no longer dare to praise so-and-so’s husband in front of any girlfriend.

The aroma of vegetables on the neighbor’s dining table

On the floor of my house, which is not very soundproof, lives a lively small family. There were laughter, quarrels, children playing, scolding each other, and the smell of food that whetted my appetite. Even the lingering sounds of men having sex and women making love often come out at night. It always makes me extremely embarrassed.

I have always guessed for no reason that the housewife of this family must be a northern woman, the kind that is fat, round, very skinny and blessed.

One day, at dusk, I was walking downstairs alone, and I met the housewife upstairs who had just gotten off work. Behind her tiredly was dragging her three or five-year-old son, who was also fat, round, and very skinny. She looked similar to what I imagined, but when she looked at me, the expression on her face was one of envy. It has the same taste as my expression.

It seems that everyone thinks that the food on the neighbor’s table is particularly delicious. Just like a few of my friends who are already married, they often talk warmly to me. Without exception, they believe that the life of a single woman must be wonderful every day, just like the stacks of Hollywood blockbusters in the cabinet, and you can watch whatever you want.

Distrust

Having a meal with a group of girls and boys at Kong Yiji’s restaurant by Houhai.

I feel that each of them is refreshed and cheerful, and they all look beautiful and natural. I think it's because they are young. And because he is young, he is innocent. During the conversation, when it came to the question of whether it is better to be married or single, a girl playing the cello asked me with her big innocent eyes, are you single because you reject marriage?

I thought about it and said that not only am I not opposed to it, but I also long for marriage. But I'm single, and I'm afraid it's because I have a general distrust of people. Everyone is silent. Only Xiaoxia, who is slightly older than me, expressed her affirmation.

So, after returning home, I continued to think about this issue. It's probably really the damage of time. Time has not only sucked a lot of moisture from under my skin, but also sucked a lot of courage from my soul.

I have walked a long way at night alone. Of course I am afraid of walking alone at night. I prayed in my heart for many years, asking God to give me a companion.

However, if there is a specific person around me, I may be more worried about my safety.

Because when a person walks alone, he may be afraid of ghosts. I can also sing loudly alone to embolden myself. But if a real person suddenly appears next to me, my first reaction is to run away as fast as possible.

Because, rather than saying that there is a general distrust of people, it is better to say that there is a greater awareness and understanding of the weaknesses of human nature.

Moreover, my distrust of people also includes my distrust of myself. Tolerance, compromise, tolerance between two people, how much can I give myself.

A prophet once said that the person closest to you may be your most ferocious enemy. hehe.

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A Woman’s City of Desire

Sex and the City, which won the Emmy Award for Best Comedy , very popular in New York. The hearts of many men and women have been turned upside down.

I couldn’t help but ask a Chinese man living in New York, how far do you think the plots on TV are from the reality of life? He was surprised at my retardation. He said that if Americans lived like them, there would be no chaos.

I think so. The four women on the TV were alive and well, either at the dining table, on the big bed, or on the way to the dining table and the big bed. They are the four brightest red roses in New York's public realm.

Several details in the play made me laugh and sigh.

Once at the dinner table, they discussed why married women looked at them with hostility. The first reason is that they are worried that their husband will be seduced or even pried off by them. The second reason is that they are jealous of their liveliness. There is no need to do housework, no need to care for the husband and raise children, the clothes are fragrant every night, the lights are red and the wine is green every night, it is a gentle land every night.

In fact, there are really very few single women who live like this, very few. Because, first of all, they must be very rich, and secondly, they must be very leisurely. Only with money can you wear brand new clothes every night, have new shoes costing 400 US dollars a pair, and go to high-end entertainment venues at will. Americans’ AA-system consumption habits are much more complete than those of the Chinese. Occasionally, they will meet someone who takes advantage of them and pays for them. I'm afraid that more often than not, I still have to pay for it myself. As for leisure, it is natural for single women to have plenty of time.

But why do I feel that another necessary condition is that their bodies must be great. Just like Wang Shuo said in the preface to Mianmian's novel, he wishes Mianmian good health. Better to add mental health. No matter how hard-working a woman is, she still has to bear the physical and psychological pressure that women are born with.

According to my American friend, the screenwriter is wrapping up "Sex and the City" and is very likely to make a trip to New York that his girlfriend jokingly called "her body is the busiest in New York". Samantha, the senior PR girl marked on the guidebook, was dead. And he died of AIDS.

During the phone conversation that day, I was very surprised and couldn’t bear it. Because as soon as Samantha appears, the whole scene becomes lively and interesting. Therefore, I can't bear her death. She is one of those fun and harmless types who are harmless to girlfriends and downright beneficial to boyfriends. No matter how casual she is, she abides by the rules of the game and never tries to steal the girlfriend's regular boyfriend.

However, the screenwriter decided to write her to death. I secretly speculated that the screenwriter must be a male. Even though he created her, he was still extremely afraid of such a ferocious female beast, the Concubine Demon King.

The heroine Carrie is a sex news columnist for the New York Star. Her columns write about herself and others. Kelly was very lucky. She met a French man who was more heroic and handsome than the men in the commercials. More importantly, he seemed to love Kerry too. Kelly adhered to the principle of meeting three times before deciding whether to have sex. However, on the morning of the fourth day, Kelly woke up in a gorgeous bed in the hotel, feeling very sad. Because she found herself alone. He left without leaving any contact information. But he left 1,000 US dollars, elegantly packed in a white envelope.

It was the $1,000 that made Kai Rui very excited and embarrassed. She had to invite three other friends to the dinner table to discuss: Why did this French man leave the US dollars? Did he regard me as a wild rose on the street? Secondly, what should I do with this money?

What’s interesting is that while watching this disc, one of my girlfriends was also sitting on my sofa. She is married, and her son has just turned one. She was physically and mentally exhausted. The economy is also in dire straits. I am jealous of my leisure and comfort. I saw her pretending to be very casual and asked me, what do you think of the 1,000 US dollars left by this man.

I smiled. I told her, if this man has no love left for you, then it would be good if he is willing to leave some dollars for you. For him, he gets something and gives something, just for peace of mind. For women, it is better than getting nothing at all. What do you think? So, in the end, Kai Rui happily ran out to "shopping" and couldn't help but buy her 101st pair of Italian brand-name shoes.

After my girlfriend left, I carefully considered my face in front of the mirror. Ten years ago, when I first entered college, this face also had a high rate of turning heads. It’s not like there weren’t men trying to seduce me. However, at that time, my ambition was too high and my estimation of myself was also too high. I am too proud inside. The weight of culture also weighs on me.

Who knew that it took me 10 years of my best golden years to complete the accumulation of my current basic life. I dated a handsome man last year

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