Recently, on a large domestic forum, a post titled "A Letter to AIDS Patients" was hotly discussed by many netizens. Netizens expressed their sincere gratitude to the AIDS patients and nurses in the article. Appreciated. Entrusted by netizens, the reporter based on the few scattered clues in the article and after several days of searching, finally found the author of the diary - Hu Minhua, the head nurse of the Second Department of Infectious Diseases - at Nanchang Ninth Hospital.

Hu Minhua said he had no knowledge of the fact that the article he wrote was hotly discussed by netizens. According to her introduction, she has not posted on the forum recently, but it is certain that the post did come from her Weibo. It is estimated that netizens saw the article on Weibo and reposted it to the forum.

It is understood that from 2001 to the present, Hu Minhua has been the head nurse of the AIDS clinic and ward of Nanchang Ninth Hospital. Because of my work, I deal with AIDS patients every day, including young mothers, innocent children, and former successful people. After the AIDS test report comes out, most of them have the idea of ​​​​giving up on themselves, because for them, Said, this is like being suddenly and ruthlessly pronounced a "death sentence". As a head nurse, she needs to not only cooperate with doctors in treating patients, but more importantly, she must also help patients with psychological counseling.

Most AIDS patients have a special experience behind them. The carelessness and ignorance they once had eventually turned into the helplessness and fear they feel today. Hu Minhua listened to the patients' tearful stories. The scenes were painful and heart-wrenching for her. It was precisely because of the accumulation of these bits and pieces that Hu Minhua thought of the need to record them all one by one. Of course, at first she just wanted to write an electronic diary of her own, so as to establish a platform for communication with AIDS patients and also open a small window of knowledge for AIDS prevention and treatment publicity. After all, those who have gone by cannot be admonished, but those who have come can still be pursued. What she didn't expect was that a "Dear Qiu Mei" post actually attracted the attention of many netizens.

To Qiu Mei (excerpt)

I saw you in the morning and saw you lying on the hospital bed, skinny and powerless, which made my heart beat like a knife. I can't imagine how you have lived for so many years, how you have endured even more hardships! Do you know how distressed I felt the moment I saw you being brought by the ambulance? How can you not cherish your life like this? Is this how you want to end yourself? Is it because there are no people or things in this world worthy of your nostalgia?

We love you, you know? There are so many people who love you, how could you do this to yourself! I know that fate is unfair to you, but since you are alive, you can still live well! For example, you can go for a walk in the park under the rain and dew in the early morning. For example, you can write a small poem to inspire your suicidal life... In fact, you can still live in the sunshine, in fact, you can live more intensely...

When the reporter asked Hu Minhua why she wrote such a diary, some tears quietly filled her eyes. Hu Minhua said that because it involves the personal privacy of AIDS patients, "Qiumei" in the article is just a pseudonym for one of her patients, but the characters and background described in it are 100% real people. Why she chose to write about Qiu Mei? Maybe it’s because Qiu Mei’s story touched her, or maybe she hopes to use the stories of AIDS patients to speak out and warn others.

The reporter noticed that in the forum posts, most netizens were deeply moved by their comments on the post. Later, accompanied by Hu Minhua, the reporter met the "Qiu Mei" in the article. Except that she was slightly thin, no one would have thought that the woman in front of her was an AIDS patient. Regarding the story mentioned in Hu Minhua's diary, Qiu Mei burst into tears while hugging the head nurse who gave her the greatest care.

After a slight adjustment, the first thing Qiu Mei said to the reporter was: Thank you, thank you head nurse, thank you all! Qiumei told reporters that the death of her two biological children has been a painful blow to her, and she was diagnosed with AIDS, which made her feel unprecedented pain, loneliness and despair. Living in the world still means a lot to her. What meaning can there be.

Now, at Nanchang Ninth Hospital, head nurse Hu Minhua and these medical staff are around her every day, which makes her feel the warmth of the world again. Hu Minhua is worthy of being called the "angel in white". The encouragement and endless care she gave her will never be forgotten, and it is difficult for her to express her deep gratitude in words.